i wish..
things were not so hard on you;
that people will stop treating you like shit and just OPEN their fucking eyes to see what they’re missing out on;
that assholes who hurt you will learn their fucking lesson;
..and that there were things i could do to cheer you up
i feel like a terrible friend for not being able to be there for you; not talking to you as often and not knowing what has been going on but i just wanted you to know that i am always here for you. we might be far apart and we might both be busy with our own lives but i’ll always do my best to make time for you. if you need someone to listen, ramble, complain or burst out all your worries to, keep in mind that i’m just a phone call away. i might not be able to solve your problems but i can give you support. just remember that you’re not alone.
don’t blame yourself for all that has happened. it’s just the way you are, nice; some people are just too anal to see how wonderful you are. don’t take it as a bad thing because it is one of your biggest charms. some day, someone worthwhile will appreciate you for what you are.
and as for …., f* them. be proud and glad that we have good friends who do not go around backstabbing their own circle of ‘friends’ behind their backs.
be strong and it’s only a matter of time we get to see each other and spend time together with everyone else like every cny. can’t wait! i love you; you know god does too and that he’ll guide you in every step you take :) *big hugs*